Heart Broken

silent tears cascade down my face
I breathe your name
A whisper, a sigh, i cry
How was i to know that kiss would be my last
How was i to know i would never again find sanctuary in your arms
I long for sleep but it never comes, no relief
The grasping, aching pain in my chest never subsides
I turn away
Closing my eyes to remember
I smile,
then die a little inside
i thought we were meant to be together,
against all the odds
How wrong was i?
A pang of jealousy, a twisted smile
The trigger takes on many forms
All i really want to say is,


i love you.
Still.