Trust !!

A betrayal of trust
Something lost
Fear clouding my vision

Something I seldom give
It’s been trampled to the ground
I may never give it again.

Love Is An Accidental Gift

Heart Broken

silent tears cascade down my face
I breathe your name
A whisper, a sigh, i cry
How was i to know that kiss would be my last
How was i to know i would never again find sanctuary in your arms
I long for sleep but it never comes, no relief
The grasping, aching pain in my chest never subsides
I turn away
Closing my eyes to remember
I smile,
then die a little inside
i thought we were meant to be together,
against all the odds
How wrong was i?
A pang of jealousy, a twisted smile
The trigger takes on many forms
All i really want to say is,


i love you.
Still.

Face of Terror

Experienced the Silent Love !!

"You know what?;We should never fall in love."

"Huh? Why?"

"Well, it's simple, really."

"Explain it to me, then."

"We're opposites, you and me. You're the sun, I'm the moon. You are day, I am night. You're warm and you beat with the vitality of life. I'm pretty chilly and I beat my fists against the       
mirror for showing me reality instead of dreams.i just despise myself."

"I still don't quite understand."

"I am a dreamer, and you are a dream."

"Thanks, I guess."

"No, listen--you're like the people who say 'save the tiger'. You want to save the world, you want to do some good. You want to make a change, make a difference. And me... well, I'm the tiger. I can't do anything except wait for you to finally save me."

"I'll save you. I don't mind."

"I'll never thank you. I'm a tiger; I can't talk."

"I don't care. I'll save you anyway. And you're wrong."

"About what?"

"I'm not quite what you make me out to be. I laugh so I won't cry, yet that doesn't save me when I'm alone. I try to save the world simply because I can't save myself,You know what?"





"...No, what?"

"Maybe we're all broken somehow. Maybe we all fear the reality. Maybe we all hate ourselves at one point."

"I think you're right."

"You know what else? I hate the people who say 'save the tiger'."

"What? Why?"

"Because they're wasting time on those stupid tiger. They should walk around saying 'save the people', because I think we all need to be saved........I love you."


"I love you too"

She smiled at me, as her eyes twinkle in the light.I saw angel in her eyes; the angel who has come her to save me from this world.We ended up saving each other.

 She lead my face down closer to hers. I lean in almost eagerly.I slide my  fingers  onto the base of my hips and grip them towards her. My other hand joins her jaw and holds it affectionately. Eyes still open, I watch as my lips descends towards her. My heart catches on a breath as I realise what is about to do. I dab my lips with the pad of my tongue. Briefly,   our lips brush...

I experienced love...

"There's nothing sweeter than a kiss, except for the moment right before it "

                                                                                                              

....♥ ♥ Prince Felix ♥ ♥ 

Bloody Love

I was bored. The music was pumping. The drinks were flowing. I stood in front of the bar, running my eyes over the couples’ slow dancing. And then I saw her… And she was dressed to kill

“Ashna”… A girl should be two things: classy and fabulous. She is both. .Cheerful, vivacious, exotically beautiful. She had beautiful brown almond shaped eyes, dark auburn hair and every time she smiled one cud see her dimple on her right cheek,

He was drunk. They both were. They had sense left at their bottom. But they were together… and that’s the thing which left me in agony, hatred. And as they tottered forth through the floor to the front door, I felt dejected. Tonight, I will have to follow them.

It was not destined to her, as she reminded of old days. I and this girl, used to be something more than just best friends. We loved each other. We were living in the same apartment building, on the same floor. Back then there were four of us, and we got along well. We would always eat dinner together, watch movies, and sometimes go camping. We were more like a family, but I didn't know I would end up falling in love with the only girl of the four. Maybe it was during the last year of college, having living together for two years, we developed deep feelings for each other. After I graduated I went back home, and she stayed for one more year to finish school.

Now there was someone else to play with .someone else to fall in her trap. Someone foolish enough to trust her. I was foolish .Days passed, and it’s became a pain. Dejected feeling …left in the dark to rot lastly, today, the climax has come. She has chosen her path of lust and disgraces to leave pain were ever she goes, and I have also chosen a path for her – a path for all of them. The three sides of the triangle are going to have the same destiny, tonight.

It was the lake nearby I reached following them.
I remember the day when we last spoke I was just sitting on the benches looking like I wanted to leave. She went to the big oak tree and she was looking for something. I knew she was looking for what we wrote on that tree with a silver ink pen half a year ago. If I remember it right, it said, "Chris and Susan was here, Chris had tea and Susan was drinking hot chocolate. Hope Chris and Susan would always remember this day, always loving each other, forever." She was looking around for quite a while, and then she came back
She said, "Ajay, I can't find it, it's not there anymore."
I felt so sour inside; there was a stream of pain, flowing into my heart, the kind of pain I've never felt before

I remember I closed the gate that would separate me from her forever. I stood by the car, staring in the dark window, at the first love in my life, also the last one, walking out of my life. The car started, driving into the street. Finally I couldn't hold my sorrow and the twist in my heart any longer, waving my arms rapidly chasing after the taxi, because I knew, this would be the last time I see her. I wanted to tell her I still love her, I wanted to tell her to stay, I wanted to tell her so much, but the taxi had already turned in the corner. Warm tears kept falling down my face, blended with the cold rain drops. I was cold, not because of the rain. I was cold inside. The truth that she never loved me hurt the most.

Just next to the lake, the couple sat on a bench, unknowingly that just ten feet after them someone was standing with a 9 mm pistol in his hand. And then what next? Two shots from point blank range and all the happy dreams of them shattered within a moment beside a heavenly lake.
The dark water of the lake remained stagnant till its deep, where traces of life found their way somewhere.

I was crying silently. I had to kill the person whom I loved. But once I  had chosen this path, there was no stepping back. I stood up wiping her tears. Holding the gun beside her ear, as tears rolled down her eyes again.

“The debt that all men pay.”  Love…

A shattering sound and there ends another love story .As the December wind had stopped blowing, the farthest fraction of the city remained silent, and dark. The lone long trees and the night fog kept them mysterious. The lake was covered by a thick layer of fog. The silence was on. The city was in their sleep, for some the sleep was forever.

As the growing moon started hovering up in the lone sky, the three bodies remained still in the park beside the freezing lake,  

Betrayed love ……

A Romanatic Letter

Dear  Neha,


I miss you.  I want to be with you and hold you. I want to move my hand through your hair. I want to gently touch your face and cup your cheek in my hand as I look into your beautiful blue eyes.  I want to snuggle and cuddle with you, to just be close to you.  I want to rub your leg and stare across the couch as we talk of our feelings for one another.  I want to hold your hand across the table at a restaurant. I want you to feel my heart beats. I want to feel your shallow hot breaths in my face. I want to feel your pulse vibrating through my heart.I want to romance you.  I want you to know how beautiful you are in my eyes.  I want you to know how much I cherish and adore you.  I want to give my heart to you.  I want your heart, I want it all.

With fond affection and longing thoughts

Ajay Ramanathan